Knocking us down and kicking us when we least expect it.
How do we overcome things that we don't even know how to wrap our understanding around it?
I am sitting here almost lifeless from knowledge that I didn't want, and now that I have it, I don't know how to pick up and carry on the way that I did before.
I keep thinking that it was a dream, but when I wake up, I am hit with that same sick feeling in my stomach that reminds me that sometimes the truth hits us like a ton of bricks, and we will never be the same again.
I don't know how to swallow this.
I don't know how to accept the ugliness of the truth that I really already knew.
Just hope that I find a way to move past this, and I remember the saying, "This too shall pass."