How does she do it?

I felt I needed you  and found you near.

The Politics of the American Law.

So, just now, on CNN, I am watching a video apparently being recorded on a cell phone , and the video displayed a woman being dragged off of an airplane by what appears to be several policemen after she refused to turn off her cell phone.

Isn't there some irony to the way this story unraveled?


Hhhhmmmmmm.........

Uninspired

I feel for some reason really uninspired lately, and I try to battle through it, but it doesn't seem to want to fade.

I just finished school last week, so maybe I just need to take a step away from it all.

Thanks for reading.

Rayna

multi talented

I could come on a work/ study visa to teach art to local children.

Just a thought!

The new hair cut

They say that when you let your stylist do what they wish, you are going through a change in your life.  Normally something pretty major.  It's a lot of times a spur of the moment idea that you decide to take the steps to actually get the hair actually cut.....

I wonder what her eyes look like.  I haven't seen into her beautiful eyes in such a long time now.

How has time gone by so fast.

I have a rock that is rusty color and is triangular in shape that I keep above my door that I look at every time I leave my apartment.

School is going great, and I am doing well.

The other side of my bed is still cold.

I have my studio in my other room.

It has a great view and I am right by the pool which is now warm enough here to use.

I feel you behind me.

Everyday and always have.

 

Remember when

As I start my day I read a few blog entries that I read regularly, and I light my own cigarette and take a sip of my coffee and begin to write my own post.

I am taken back in time a bit as I think of that first cigarette that she had after a very long time of not smoking, and within a couple of days, she was back to being a full time smoker.

I loved the shape of her lips as she would take a drag off of her smoke.

I enjoyed our time together and feel strongly that the day will come where we will be back as one.

I can smell her hair when I focus.

She still has a beautiful spot for me in her heart just for me.

I found out what true love was when I met her, and that doesn't fade.

Every cigarette she lights up keeps us alive

 

Time I Write

Well, things are almost over.  The separation has been rough, but it has been going on for 2 years now.

I have been really sad lately, and it just dawned on me why.

A great new life started for me a couple of years ago, and I turned them upside down with the help of manipulation while I was manic, and I lost my love forever.

Yes, I say my love.  She is my love.

Everytime she lights her cigarette, she thinks of me.

Our bond.  Our coffee, cigarette, and our knowledge that we can lean back and we will always feel the breath of the other gently on our necks.

I love you, forever. 

My book comes out May 18.  You will have to order it.  I do not have an address to ship it to.